It's almost half of the year and with that comes a new chapter of my life. I'm in mixed emotions. I am excited, scared and yeah...feeling lonely. Yesterday, I finally found my home here in QC. Thanks to Kuya Kim who pushed me to really move in! Nakakatamad na kasi maghanap at nakakapagod din. Plus nag-uulan. Just like my freshman days in college, I lived first in a dorm. But now, I don't have my best friends with me. I live with someone I do not even know. Though my roommate is also from elbi, iba pa rin. The dorm is newly-built and near my favorite establishments. 10-20 minutes walk and one ride away from the office. The environment is safe and peaceful. Oo nahusgahan ko agad. Hehe. Not crowded. Medyo classy yung neighborhood.
I was happy because at last, hindi nako mahihiya sa tinutuluyan ko. Pwede nako ma-late or umagahin without considering other people. And of course, malapit nalang talaga ko sa office! But then, I realized, I am on my own now. As in on my own! Kaya din ako di nakahanap ng bahay agad kasi wala ako kasama maghanap. Pano pa ngayon na mag-isa nalang talaga ko? Nakakalungkot sobra! Minsan talaga naisip ko nalang umuwi samin at dun nalang. Pero syempre echos lang yun. Alam ko namang kakatulungin lang ako sa bahay. Lol
Another thing, is the lifestyle. Gaaah! I'm sooo near to temptations! McDo, Moonleaf, Pizzahut, Starbucks, malls... Goodness! Pano pako makakaipon nito? @_@ Okay naman sana eh. Wala lang talaga ko kasama. Okay na lahat eh. Isa nalang kulang...
Moving to QC is another beginning for me. I have a feeling of staying longer here. I'm praying that everything will turn out well in God's plan..
yeah. wanting thar kind of residence keeps me from finding jobs in metro manila.
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