I miss the feeling of being blessed. At the brink of tears for overflowing grace and thankfulness. This week is very challenging. I have issues on my job, with my boss and financial matters. It's really tough one! It's like the whole world put the joke on me! Then I realized.. When was the last time I went to church? I received communion? I went to confession? I believe it's years already. Believe it or not, but I was "holy" until I was admitted to UPLB. I am not blaming UPLB, but just saying it made me become more bold and radical. And with these realizations I think, I finally found what's missing in my life...
No! I won't convert to born-again! Or my relatives will kill me! Lol. I will try to regain my spirit. Again.. "TRY". It's not that easy by what has changed me over the years. This Sunday, I will go to confession so I could finally take the communion. I know God missed me. Haha. I will try to lessen foul words coming out of my mouth. I know nothing is impossible through Christ. And I'm praying these through Him. Amen.
*Alam ko hindi bagay sakin mukha kong ipokrito. Haha
HAHA. Tama, even though I'm Agnostic Theist - nagsisimba pa din ako kasi I feel reenergized after attending mass or I just need to be in such a place where there are lots of people and their presence does not suck up my energy. Hehehe. Nga lang, labas sa kabilang tenga ang medyo kontrobersyal na binabanggit nila, like RH Bill.
ReplyDeleteEwan ko ha? Actually, nagdadalawang isip pako kung magsisimba na talaga ko bukas para magbago. Lol. Eh nagcomment ka, nakakahiya naman mag back off! Haha. Feeling ko mabobore ka na sa mga mababasa mo sa mga susunod na araw. :p
ReplyDeleteWehh? Let's see.
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