2014

Today is the flight of my beloved friend Tandybear. We met last night at SM Megamall for the last time. I brought her mangoes as my pabaon.Actually I got it from the office. The perks of working in the DA. Lol. I met her for the reason also of paying our super duper over due Globe internet bill. Imagine. It was dated 2010 and now Tandybear is being sued for not paying. When we left the apartment years back, it was already disconnected! Haynako Globe!!!

Our meeting happened to be shopping for grocery and shoes for me! Lol. I don't have money yet so I volunteered to settle everything as soon as I receive my salary. So the money we used, the money my other housemates contributed to pay the remaining balance. Hehe. I will pay it okay? Lol. She looked for hair spa treatment but she was too kuripot on buying! Grabe! That girl is really weird. She'd starve for books!!! She even told me she'd love to work in a bookstore. Well. That's how she really is.

I remember in college, we were the partners in crime. We'll cry over our subjects, over acads, family, money and org matters. But now, we're talking about our career ahead, our future and for the first time.. she asked me what happened between her brother and me. It was awkward. Because she's not really like that. Because yeah. It is AWKWARD.

So there, we ordered in ChaTime and I had a chance to finally ask her what's up with her favorite brother. I tried to act like it was okay but at the end I just couldn't bear it I told her I really wanted to talk to him. She couldn't believe the reasons I told her how we split up! Of course! Who would? In her eyes, I saw how she was really upset on what happened between us. Alam ko nanghihinayang sya. We were the perfect trio before. We ate together. Watched movies/series together. I had a boyfriend and my best friend with me. But yeah. Shit happens.

So she told me everything about Froi. After everything she told me, I couldn't be prouder! He's really doing great with his craft and his career has a long long way to go! Nakakatuwa lang. Totoo pala yun? Yung magiging masaya ka para sa taong mahal mo.. Then I realized, I really love him that much. Nakakalungkot lang, kasi wala ako sa mga panahong yun. Pinili nya na wala ako dun.

As we bid our goodbyes, tears were in our eyes. Tandybear is tough on others, but with me, she's very fragile and really emotional. Nakakaiyak. Bye Tandybear! See you on 2014! ;')

On my way to Caloocan, I couldn't breathe properly. I didn't know why I felt that. Basta kinakabahan ako na hindi ko alam. Pag nagkataon kasi, mapapalapit sya sakin. Pano na naman ako nito? 0.o