Charmbracelet. Is it?

January is almost over and I can say that 2012 is really kicking its ass! :))

Watched the EPIC Katy Perry Concert with Mara, her sissie and their family Seton friend Kakai!. Unfortunately, we didn't have cam. Lol. I saw Kean Cipriano with his friends. I didn't know it was him until he screamed looking for people who don't have tickets yet. I finally confirmed it after the concert where he tweeted this. :p

Before the Chinese New Year, I bought this amazing bracelet. Its in my sign and is pink. I do not have money that time. P200 left in my wallet. I asked for the sales lady and told me it costs P100! DAMN!!! So I left with my orgmate, but not too far away, I decided I should get it. Baka swertehin ako e. Wala namang masama. But when I gave away my P100, I thought of, susuwertehin ba talaga ko eh nalagasan na nga ko ng P100??? Lol

So there, when I gave away the bill I thought it was just it. Natawa ko kasi niritwalan pa ni Ate! :)))
when she was doing it, I wished. But now, I cannot completely remember what did I hope for. :p All I can remember is I am really hopeful and positive about this year!  :)

Would you believe right after I went home, this guy my best friend introduced way back messaged me in Facebook inviting me to see PBA live the day after. I didn't answer. I knew what he wanted. Douchebag!

So yun, feeling ko mabisang pang-akit sya ng kalalakihan!:)))

Going back to the Katy Perry Concert, I told this to Mara and yeah. It worked. It attracted boys. Not just boys, hot boys! Lol. And there she was screaming at me telling me to get her as well! :))))

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Now, I am enjoying my life. My officemates love me. I am enjoying my work. Or am I really working?Tangina kasi. Yung mga officemates ko, sa sobrang love nila ko, hindi na rin nila ko pinagtatrabaho! AMP. Hahaha. Syempre boys yun. Kahit mukha silang aratan, I really appreciate them.

Last Wednesday, someone popped in my chat. He was a friend long time ago in Teentalk. Yeah. Dafuq. Hahaha. It was a forum in Candymag's website. See? LOOOONG TIME AGO. HAHA. He said hi and I responded since I do not have anything to do. I remember him because Teentalk's population is mostly girls, he was one of the 1%. Lol. He's intelligent and very Godly.  I remember a time when we chatted to gain back my Catholic faith. Magpapari nga ata yun eh.  So there, we chatted the whole day. Though the scumbag internet connection annoyed me earlier that day and bosses were around me. The hell I care! Lol. Kasalanan ko bang wala silang pinagawa sakin??? I just answered phone calls and yeah, back to Yahoo! again.:p I didn;t even go out for lunch. :p

We chat since then. I only have to count 13hours backwards. Yes. He's living in the East Coast. NY to be exact. Oh well, it didn't surprise me anymore, he is a seminarian. But he said, he will be taking Law instead here in the Philippines after he graduate Philo.

Okaaaay. Wala lang. I am not used to being courted. Parang ngang hindi eh. Basta yung feeling na sinusuyo ganun. I am not ready for these things yet. I am not looking for a relationship right now pero sobrang bilis ng mga pangyayari. Ganito pala yun. Yung maging babae. Lol. He's very sweet and very intellectual. Wala ko masabi though lagi nya kong inuuplift. Always has good words to say about me. Tangina! Parang akong nasa pedestal sa taas! Haha.

Hindi ko alam, pero parang hindi ako natutuwa. Ganun siguro talaga pag hindi mo mahal. Lol. Basta. I'm trying to focus my attention on him instead. I deserve to be happy after all. Ok naman sya. Di naman sya pangit. Matalino. Mayaman. Too early to conclude. Hindi naman to tatagal. I bet.

La la la..

Pwede bang umalis ka na sa isipan ko? Kahit sobrang busy ako, nakakasaglit ka pa rin eh! Ay mali pala! Di ka naman kasi nawala dun. Hanggang kelan mo ba ko pahihirapan? Hanggang kelan mo ba ko totorturin? Masaya nako sa buhay ko eh. Madami akong kaibigan. Mahal ako ng pamilya ko. At higit sa lahat may bago akong trabaho na malayo sayo. Sabi nila yung tao daw na nasa isip mo, baka naman kasi talaga para sya roon. Pero hindi eh. Antagal na. Magiisang taon na tong kahibangan nato! Hindi to normal! Ngayon ko tuloy naisip, kaya ko palang magLDR. Chos! One way nga lang. Sige sige. Hindi ko naman kasi kayang magsinungaling. Ganun pa rin. O mas tumindi pa ata. Pero napapagod nako. Naaawa nako sa sarili ko. Yung gusto kong bigyan ng icecream at yakapin ng matagal tapos patatahanin. Namiss ko lang siguro yung dati. Ngayon sa opisina may mga umaaligid. Nakakatuwa nga kasi naramdaman ko na uli na babae ako. Yung inaalagaan. Gumimik kami nung isang linggo sa elbi at ako lang ang nagiisang babae. Wala akong ginastos. Ni isang kusing. Tapos pag nasa office, never ako nagutom. Hindi naman sa nang-aabuso ako pero alam  ko kasi na yun na yung kasiyahan nila kaya sinasakyan ko nalang. Sobrang alaga nila sakin kaya ako yung napapagtsismisan. Eh kasalanan ko bang maganda ko? Pasensya pangit sila. Bwahahaha. Pero hindi ko naman sila papatulan. Hindi natuturuan ang puso. Sabi nga ni..sino nga ba nagsabi nito? Lol. Eh yun. Feeling ko tataba ako sa DA. Ayoko na tuloy umalis. Medyo nasasanay nalang din ako sa mga kasama. Basta. Pinagiisipan ko kung aattend ba ko ng concert nyo, sakto may gimik naman kami sa Pampanga. Pero tama lang siguro na wag na. Baka sa graduation nalang tayo magkita. o hindi na.

Good Vibes 2012 :D

This is my One week and three days in the office. Hooray!!! :D

Welcome to the Department of Agriculture!

Where employees are in rage after Facebook has been blocked. Where politicking and "sipsipan/palakasan" are just means to stay. Where regularization at work will be achieved just before your funeral. And of course, where two-faced people and gossips are not unusual. 

To tell honestly, I was not even shocked. Hmmm. Maybe? But not because of the rotten system but of the putanginang colleagues around. Fuckinangsyet lang!

But I love my job! I love what I am doing. I am finally in the industry. I work at the High Value Crops Development Program. I just can't believe that I can get into this. Gathering data, consolidating files all over the Philippines plus other agencies for the whole year round. Being tasked to handle the Mushroom and Bee Industry! Very overwhelming! :)) The fun part is, I am already packed up for the end of the month's workshop in Pampanga! :D 

2012 is in favor of me! Ha! This weekend I will watch Katy Perry! ♥

On the 4th of February, AEMS Singles will hit Puerto Galera! :D  On the 11th of February, Student Dormers will head North for the Hot Air Balloon Festival in Subic! 

Just good vibes! Kahit walang love life! Lol :P

I Kissed A Girl and I Liked It Part II

Okay. It was not really a "kiss". It's called gun shot. You will puff smoke onto someone's smoke. Yeah there. I was kinda hesitant at first since I don't really entertain those kind of drunk games but then she insisted that it has no malice at all.

Okaaaaaay. Am I being a lesbian now if I say she's really hot and beautiful I really wanted to kiss her after our lips met. KILL ME NOW.

Uggggghhh. Where is my sanity? Number one. I broke my new year's resolution of not smoking again. Number two. This shit. Or my level of boredom has really climbed up to greater heights!

Okay. ERASE ERASE ERASE.

Speech Balloon

As I was saying in my previous post, yeah. I'm fucked up. But now I can say that the storm has already calmed down. Bakla lang talaga yung pinsan ko. Lol

Hmmm.. I don't want to lie to myself, but lately I've been thinking about you again. Maybe because I saw your new tagged pictures and they made me smile. And when I count the months since you broke up with me I just wanted to bang myself in the wall. Seriously? I suffered almost 3/4 of 2011!!! Putangina lang. With feelings!

Yeah. I went to Elbi yesterday. I spent the night there heart-to-heart with my Bespren Che. She told me about her new love interest and it sounded like my first love. We were in the same situation. The guy has a long-time girlfriend and now flirting with her. Hahahaha. K.

Christmas and New year passed by, and I didn't greet any of the guys I was once linked. Nor my brods or even textmates.  They just didn't cross my mind. Especially, Ivan. May Ivan pala? Lol

Kung may kinasuklaman ako nung 2011, eh ikaw na yun IVAN HARRIET VILLAS!

Just pray hard that ours paths won't cross again. Dahil putangina, cocombohan kitang hayup ka!!!

I'm losing faith on men. Seriously.

I'm sooo fucked up!!!

Have you ever experienced being misunderstood? When the people at your home suspect you that you did something wrong? How about being nagged? Not by one or two people at the same time? The hell is going with the world???

I am so tired of all of these drama!!! Maybe I am a bummer now but it doesn't mean I don't care at all. I've got dreams. I finished college to be someone not to bum at home for the rest of my life! My suspicions were true.

I was being nosy of them for not being hard on me at home these past few days. Usually, if I wake up say lunch time or even before, I will get a 500-decibel noise of nagging from my lola or my ninang. But lately, I never heard any. The best part is, I wake up lunch time, with food prepared. After eating, I will just wash the dishes and continue my life here at my room until the dawn when I will hit the sack. I will eat dinner of course or midnight snack if I don't get lazy. Will take a bath too, if I remember.

So, my dream daily routine is coming to an end or has ended? I don't know. It's as if, I have to enslave myself with household chores or get any effin' job just to please them. WTF. Ugggghhhhh. I told you, in the first place, I never wanted to be stuck at home. But I had no choice. My resources are getting scarce and I have to entertain myself out of this BOREDOM.

Please Lord. Grant me the wisdom and patience not to answer back at them with profanity. I don't want to make this a VERY BIG DEAL. Because to be honest, it is really NOTHING.

You say I am choosy or whatsoever but I know I will have that job. I believe that. Just don't pressure me. You're getting me to my nerves! Seriously.

New Year's Resolution 2012

1. I will stop SMOKING.
2. Move on and go forward. 
3. SAVE. SAVE. SAVE.
4. Magsisipag na. 
5. :D