Have you ever experienced being misunderstood? When the people at your home suspect you that you did something wrong? How about being nagged? Not by one or two people at the same time? The hell is going with the world???
I am so tired of all of these drama!!! Maybe I am a bummer now but it doesn't mean I don't care at all. I've got dreams. I finished college to be someone not to bum at home for the rest of my life! My suspicions were true.
I was being nosy of them for not being hard on me at home these past few days. Usually, if I wake up say lunch time or even before, I will get a 500-decibel noise of nagging from my lola or my ninang. But lately, I never heard any. The best part is, I wake up lunch time, with food prepared. After eating, I will just wash the dishes and continue my life here at my room until the dawn when I will hit the sack. I will eat dinner of course or midnight snack if I don't get lazy. Will take a bath too, if I remember.
So, my dream daily routine is coming to an end or has ended? I don't know. It's as if, I have to enslave myself with household chores or get any effin' job just to please them. WTF. Ugggghhhhh. I told you, in the first place, I never wanted to be stuck at home. But I had no choice. My resources are getting scarce and I have to entertain myself out of this BOREDOM.
Please Lord. Grant me the wisdom and patience not to answer back at them with profanity. I don't want to make this a VERY BIG DEAL. Because to be honest, it is really NOTHING.
You say I am choosy or whatsoever but I know I will have that job. I believe that. Just don't pressure me. You're getting me to my nerves! Seriously.
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