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So, this is it! I will face the world on my own. How am I going to get a job? I mean, a career! I want a decent job puhleeeease?

I was trying to search for jobs online awhile ago but ended up with nothing. Lol. Duh??? CSRs??? Over my dead body. I want to be in an agribusiness industry but there are no vacancies in all companies that I am eyeing.  :( As much as possible I want to practice my profession. I didn't graduate for nothing. (BAYABAS! HAHAHA)

One more thing, my dilemma is where to work. I am thinking of working in Manila but my heart says stay at home. I really am torn. Plus the high cost of living, stress, traffic and all other factors in the city. I am scared actually. I don't know what awaits me there. Dito pa nga lang andami ng dimonyo? Don pa kaya???

Haaaay. I don't know what to do! Tinatamad pa din naman ako. Lol

Anyway, We'll participate tomorrow in the 1st KapaligiRun organized by the UPLBAA. Sakto. Alumna nako. First activity. Hehe. 5Km. For real??? Eh I have something at 10am. Hope I could finish the fun run by 9am so I could change clothes and refresh.

October. My favorite month of the year except holidays of course. It is where all the hard times and good are jam packed.Yung tipong ramdam na ramdam mo na estudyante ka kasi ginagapang mo na mga subjects mo--oh wait, PLANKING pala! HAHA. :)))) Kabilaan exams. Uso kape at lahat na ng energy drink. May contest ng palakihan ng eye bags. During my undergrad years (Yown! Sa wakas! Nagamit na kita! HAHA), I don't know but taking final exams was I guess my hobby. Lol. HAHAHAHA. Proves that I am really a masochist. I enjoy the anguish of mental excruciation. That feeling when you almost give up and cry all your worries out then you'll pass every exam..The fuck! HAHAHAHAHA. 

Yun lang. Not all. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :|

Eto malupit, nauuna pa mga sem-enders and lahat ng gimmicks before the HELL WEEK.

So before the Hell week is the Heaven or should I say.. Sinners' week. Hoho. Alcohol, fun, not thinking even a bit of acads. Heaven nga diba? Lol

Back to 2007, it was the highlight of my college. That semester I was honored as the first official student scholar by the UP EAGLES Alumni Association scholarship project. Yes. I have good grades then. Until the brods and sisses had this orghouse. We were bonded as in. We drank almost every night. That sem also, I fell in love with one of my brods. My first heart ache. I was staying in Students' Dorm that time but I almost lived in our orghouse. Epic. I drink just to be with him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. K.

To make the story short, napabayaan ko acads ko dahil sa paglandi. Lol. Idagdag mo pa yung bigla na lang nya hindi pagpansin sakin eh halos MU na kami ganon. So there, I flunked 2 subjects. Math14, MGT111 and I got a conditional grade in Chem15.

Sorry na ha? Weakness ko kasi talaga ang Math. Kahit ano basta may numero. I just couldn't believe what happened in my accounting! Maybe I was really out of focus that sem that I disregarded my studies. Yun. Before the finals of MGT111, AEMS had its sem-ender in Laiya. I was hesitant to go because I already knew what would happen if I come. I also don't have money with me then, but Kuya Ian, the president that time  insisted and promised me that he would shoulder everything basta sumama lang ako. What an offer! So I joined. Also, I said to myself that I already have so much worries and misery. If I fail, at least I was able to enjoy their company and be happy. :)

Three days and two nights in Laiya. FUN! :) And when I took the exam that Monday... Son of a gun! :|

First week of November I returned to elbi to find out my grades.. Uh huh. Probationary.

I knew already but I just couldn't accept it. Idagdag mo pa ang sakit ng puso ko. Acads and lovelife? Not really a good combo. So there, Double-Whammy! Cutting my hair was my outlet. Promise. Ampanget ko talaga after non! If I have regrets in life..Yun na talaga yon! Tengene!!!

Okay. Back to 2009. 

Eto naman.. HAHAHAHAHA. The budding romance with my first boyfriend. Actually, he was my crush since summer pa. Nadevelop ata ako nung lagi akong napunta sa h4 eh dun sila nakatira. We always argue kaya siguro. Hehe. Then I found out July he was courting his batchmate (CY. Lol) eh he told me summer he wouldn't court any girl. /// 

I tried to win him from that girl. :p But I gave up when we had a huge fight CEMplangan time. Petty fight lang yun actually. But I realized that I've had enough. Come sem-ender, Laiya. Part two. :) Di ko na sya pinapansin nun. And tadaaaaah! It worked. He was like a dog chasing his master! :p Effective ang pag bibikini ko. Loljk. :))))))) But no. I shrugged him off.

Since our apartments that time were in the same building (Clemente), we were able to see each other. And since her sister is one of my closest friends I was able to go to their unit and ask for acad matters. (Baba kami, taas sila). I was civil talking to him. I also remembered that the day after that he will return to his hometown for sembreak. So after my business with his sister I went outside to go to my unit. He ran after me and we stayed in the veranda. I could sense that he wanted to say something or I don't know but I didn't mind. His housemate saw us together and started teasing us. I just went straight to our unit because I have one  final exam left.

In our room while reviewing for AENG2, someone knocked at the door. It was him. I smiled. I didn't expect him to be there that time because it was late already. I don't know. All I did was invited him to sit beside me while I am busy reviewing for my exam. My housemate was already sleeping facing the other wall while we were close together leaning the other. And after that night, we were already together. Bow. :)))))

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Wala lang. Ang sarap magreminisce. Ipinasa ko yung exam na yon, mataas pa! Ibang level ang landi na yun eh, nakakataas ng grade!Lol.  After that, wala nako binagsak na exam uli. Gumanda performance ko sa acads. Until yun...that happened.

This year, AEMS will be in Laiya again. I wonder what's gonna happen. That beach is really special to me. It has a lot of good memories. I am really looking forward to another memories worth-remembering. :)

We'll be there on 22-23. It should be our two years together.///