Finally. :)

Maybe I'm that in love or should I say just out of sound mind? I was easily impulsed by Che by using magic words. Lol. In just a snap, it was too late to realize that I have already talked to my boss allowing me to have an undertime at work yesterday. FYI, she's very strict and I had a meeting but I was able to get out of the office at 3:20pm to head South. Yeah. To Harmonya's concert. Woot!

On the way, my head was full of noise. Full of blah blahs. I kept on over analyzing things on what might happen or what is waiting for me in Elbi. I was expecting the worst. Haha. Foolish me. I am on a tight budget. I can't even go home.. but for him like that? I don't have any clothes with me! Seriously??? AKO NA NGA!!! Pwedeng pwede nako ma-awardan!!!

We went to DL quarter to seven. Just in the nick of time as the program says but the hell!!! We waited for an hour! We didn't have tickets yet! Tanginalang! Sayang yung undertime ko ee! (Anlandi ko daw kasi. Lol)

Long lines. No more seats for us. Syet. Makaraos lang oh?  We sat on the aisle. I was afraid he might see me. But the lightings and the universe conspired. Lol. Tanginae! Kulang nalang itutok sakin yung spotlight ganun na rin eh!!! AMP!

In fairness, I didn't cry. :D

But there was a song that made me remind of him or him reminding me? Hanep. Haha. Something that the only two of us will understand. Okay. With my friends as well. (because I shared it) :p

One of their AVPs which pertains to love stories, has him on it. Minus his face and the girl's. They were holding hands. But I knew it was him. He could not keep secrets from me. I am omnipotent when it regards to him. Lol. :p

Feelings? It was like I got numbed. Nothing. Good thing. Maybe? Chill lang. Relax.

The concert? Last year's still the best. I cried over Moonriver. Titanic's My Heart Will Go On is the song I got close to tears but still not enough. :p This year's more on native-fiesta songs. There's MJ Medley but I dunno.

After the concert, we rushed to getting to the restroom but as soon as we get there, Froi was already there in the lobby. He saw me of course. I didn't know what force drove me to go to him and say "Congrats" and even have the guts to ask for a hug. Phew!

That's the worst hug ever! It's better hugging a leaning post or a mannequin! But still I was able to confront him to finally end all these nightmares haunting me. I asked if he was the one holding hands in the AVP. He answered me with "Eh anu naman?" . K. I asked him if he has a girlfriend. He denied it and said "WALA". K. Again. But I forgot to ask if he's courting.. Eh anu nga bang pakialam ko???? TANGINA.

So after that pointless conversation, I came  to realize that it's really over. He's a changed person. I really don't know him anymore.