Never too late :)

It was my choice to let 2014 pass just like an unwanted page in my journey book. It was as if I wasn’t allowed to have fun after my boyfriend went to Australia. Well, it’s all on me. No one to blame of my “misery”. 

Until this day, I woke up and realized how much time I've wasted by that stupid decision.  I let myself hang in waiting for my boyfriend’s return. I don’t even have a clue when is when? Honestly, our relationship lately became rocky. Almost every week we have fights and misunderstandings. To the point that it becomes consuming..

I realized that my world doesn't have to stop while waiting for him. I need to enjoy my Me-Time. I realized, I have so much things to enjoy alone. I love him, yes, but there are things I need to explore myself. I need to enjoy my youth. I have so much to do for my career development and self-actualization. The distance between us and time of separation should be made productive and be positive. I should use them in improving myself.

Lately, I've become a home buddy after my grandmother was admitted to the hospital and got sick. For I don’t know reason, I am enjoying being domesticated. Watching TV, eating beside my lola.

Recently, I've been into cooking dishes and I am proud to say that I am getting good at it. HAHA.

My roommate and I inquired in a gym near our dorm. It’s actually affordable compared to famous gyms here in Manila. I am decided to enroll to have a new environment and to make myself busy so I would not be clingy to my boyfriend anymore. Lol.

Aside from that, my friends who are currently studying Masteral in UP Manila encouraged me to join the bandwagon and yeah finally fulfill my dreams: To join a chorale group!!!

Yes. It was a dream long time ago. Almost old-aged with my ideal boyfriend dreams. Haha. I cannot believe that I can actually make this materialize since I've graduated by Bachelor’s degree! But now, with this new hope I know it’s never too late!

It gives me a new drive and inspiration every day.  Like what I always say, “What I want, I definitely get”. Just don’t mind the time frame. HAHAHAHA

I am so excited for 2015!!!! ^_____^