Choice.

My mind has lot of thoughts and I can't decide what to write down. Hmm..

Okay. See, my Kuya Mike and I are not in good terms.. again. We had a cat fight two weeks ago. The cause: MINIMIZING THE VOLUME OF TV. Which is a very serious matter. Right? I deserve all his nags, insults and rage for this really BIG issue. Fuck.

After a long time, I cried again. It was a good cry actually. A relief. I think it's really healthy for us to cry once in a while so we can put out all the bad vibes and burdens we are carrying. Thanks to Jay even if he's in Malaysia who gave me a Facetime call and Janno who called me on the phone. 

And for the nth time I received a shotgun proposal. Chos. I mean, why? Don't men nowadays know how to slow things down? And for every situation like this, why am I the one who's always saying sorry. Why can't I be MEAN. Tangina!

The people around me are excited for my love life to bloom. Of course, I am more excited! But, after what happened, I just proved to myself that I really don't need to be in a relationship right now. Or sooner? Hehe. No it's not about my EX. Though I watched their concert with Janno. It's nothing. Plus he's grumpy and unpredictable again. It's just that I only want to think of myself. Taking care another person is too hassle for me. See, I am contented with being single. I've been single for two years this coming 5th and I'm used to it. Plus men attempting are ALL the same. Jerks. Jerks everywhere.

I proved to myself that being single is really MY choice. Pwede maging choosy? Kahit minsan? Lol