Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Half-hearted Happiness

You were in my dreams again. And I woke up late just to continue my temporary happiness. Screw you! I'm missing you again. I'm really tired of this. I thought of texting you or giving you a call yesterday. I realized that I don't have your gradpic yet, you might as well give me a copy just like last year I gave you mine even though we're not together by then.

And because I couldn't handle the pain any longer, I browsed through my contact list and messaged friends.Until, I stopped on someone's name. Okay. Message sent.

He replied and we exchanged texts. I blurted out my sadness and ranted just about everything that was on my mind last night. Then, he invited me to watch Hunger Games--his treat! OH GOD! I was the happiest! :D So, this time we're meeting at ATC. Hope this will be a good date. Last time's effin' FAIL. Lol.

I was happy because I could watch the movie. I wasn't because I have this feeling of using him. It scares me he might read the wrong signals. Anyway, I'll just watch the movie. Period. Haha.

Sorry Frances, I just couldn't wait anymore! But my promise of watching with you after the holy week is still good. :)

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