Half-hearted Happiness

You were in my dreams again. And I woke up late just to continue my temporary happiness. Screw you! I'm missing you again. I'm really tired of this. I thought of texting you or giving you a call yesterday. I realized that I don't have your gradpic yet, you might as well give me a copy just like last year I gave you mine even though we're not together by then.

And because I couldn't handle the pain any longer, I browsed through my contact list and messaged friends.Until, I stopped on someone's name. Okay. Message sent.

He replied and we exchanged texts. I blurted out my sadness and ranted just about everything that was on my mind last night. Then, he invited me to watch Hunger Games--his treat! OH GOD! I was the happiest! :D So, this time we're meeting at ATC. Hope this will be a good date. Last time's effin' FAIL. Lol.

I was happy because I could watch the movie. I wasn't because I have this feeling of using him. It scares me he might read the wrong signals. Anyway, I'll just watch the movie. Period. Haha.

Sorry Frances, I just couldn't wait anymore! But my promise of watching with you after the holy week is still good. :)

The Art of Multi-tasking

Have you tried reading, listening to your favorite radio program and posting on blog all at the same time? Yeah. That's me. That's what I'm doing right now. I'm listening to The Morning Rush, reading Young blood column in Inquirer.net and gathering all my thoughts over this. That's how bored I am. Hell week, I mean, Hell month is D-O-N-E. I don't know if I'm happy or what. I'm just excited to go home. I'm looking forward to the weekend. On how I'm going to spend it and have fun.

Yesterday, I listed down ALL the books I wanted to read for this year--11 of them. I pledged to read the printed word. And the TOP book in my list is: The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. It costs almost Php700 in National Book Store. Hardbound. Hmmm.. I really wish I could finish first the Catching Fire and Mockingjay. My goal is to read one book per week. But how can I possibly do that? I'm hooked with all the prime time shows most especially Walang Hanggan and Dahil sa Pag-ibig. Lol

Haaay.. so much to do, sooo little time. I've also downloaded episodes of Once Upon A Time and the movie Hugo... adding This Means War and The Vow on the list. :P I'm planning to finish them all this weekend together with Catching Fire. Whew!

I'm missing a lot of good movies. Waaaah. I need a life! Someone ask me to watch Hunger Games!!! FREE. Lol. Fuck my life.

:|

Sobrang lost lang ako. Hindi nga lang ako nasabon ng boss ko kahapon eh. Kinula pa nya ko at isinampay.Pero hindi ako naiyak. Naanticipate ko kasi na mapapagalitan nya ko. Mali nga lang ng araw. Haaay. Ma-renew pa kaya ako? Nakakalungkot lang. Kung kelan naman kasi end of contract na tsaka pako pumalpak. Naisip ko tuloy. Ito ba ang gusto ko? Isang bwan nako nagpapakapuyat sa trabaho. Ultimo Sabado-Linggo gumagawa ako ng trabaho eh pero ganun parin yung bayad. Sinabi nya na ambagal ko daw magtrabaho. EH PUTANGINA PALA EH! Kung sinabi lang ng magaling nyang kapatid (Oo. May staff syang kapatid) ang gagawin ng isang pasada, eh di sana 2 weeks lang sakin yung trabaho! Tanginae! Napaka inefficient ko tuloy! Nakaapat na revisions tuloy ako!!! GRRRRRRR!!!!

Pero habang pinapagalitan nya ko, ewan. Chill lang. Siguro kasi matagal ko na iniintay na magalit sya sakin. Akala ko kasi hindi nya magagawa sakin eh. Ayun. Lol. Ansaya pala! Rawr! Haha.

Haaaay. Pero anlungkot ko. Buti nalang andyan si Chikoy. Namiss ko sya ng sobra. Sana magkita na kami. Andami na nyang plano. Ewan ko lang kung may matutupad. Sana.

Last Friday pala nung papunta ko sa finals ng AEMS, sa bus, may nakatabi ako na gwapo. Hehe. Eh medyo makulit ako nun tapos natatawa sya sakin. Hindi ko na kinaya, medyo nasiko ko sya at tinanong bat sya natatawa! Eh yun, nagkakwentuhan na kami. Wala naman ako balak na makipagkaibigan. Ang akin lang. Kinakausap ko sya ganun. Tapos bandang Calamba na nung nagpakilala na sya sakin. Keri lang. Tapos nung malapit nako sa Pansol..nilabas nya phone nya. Tinanong ako kung okay lang kunin number ko. Eh okay lang naman. Tapos yun. Monday na sya nagtext. Ang arte ko pa sa "who's this?" eh alam ko naman na sya yun. Lol

Scary lang si kuya (28 na kasi sya), kasi that day, nakikipagmeet na naman sya at gusto pa ko sabayan sa bus na naman! Jusko. Bye kuya!

Ayun wala lang. Out of focus ako eh. Haaay. Isama mo pa tong putanginag regla!