Yes. Ako na talaga ang loser. HAHAHAHAHAHA :|
Siguro ano lang..naniniwala lang ako na lahat ng bagay ay ayon sa kagustuhan ng Dyos. According to His plan. When it comes to love, ayyyy. Positive na positive naman talaga. Ako na GUILTY. Other than that, one thing I could share is when I joined EAGLES in college.
Before that, I remember in high school, I told myself that I will never ever join a sorority. As in. NEVER. Over my dead body. But second semester of my Freshman days, my best friend recruited me. Actually I didn't know it was it na. She just invited me with my dormmates to attend their orientation then we just agreed to come. During the orientation I was shocked to find out their activities and who the members are and what they do. Sobrang iba sa mga inakala ko. Tama. They broke the stereotypes. More on community service and what made me interested are the values of sisterhood, purity, femininity and simplicity they are living.
When the MemcomHead made her testimonial on one of their main activities, I had goosebumps. I knew then that it was destined for me. I was destined to be an Eagle. I presented right away and became a neophyte. The day after that when I head off to Students' dorm after reporting in the tambayan, a frat war broke near Catalan. Guys were running holding rocks. Kagulo sa may gate ng dorm. When I asked what was it, ayun frat war nga daw. I asked what frat and one of the dormer said: Eagles and Molay.
EH YUN PA YUNG DAY NA NAPAIYAK AKO NG ISANG MEMBER. Sobrang iyakin ko naman kasi talaga. Pinipilit nako ng mga roommates ko na magquit kasi nga ganon. Umiyak nako plus may frat war sila. Pero sa loob loob ko lang, ayoko. Ayoko kasi maging quitter. Madami naman ako natutunan in that span of time. Masaya din naman kasi sila at feeling ko magiging masaya din ako kasama nila. Tapos...ehem. Bawal na sabihin yung iba eh. Lol. :p
Ayun, the rest is history. :)
After five years.. deja vu. Yung first and only inapplyan ko, before final interview may pinapanood saming AVP. I wasn't paying attention at all. Pero nung bandang huli na, napapanood ako. Puro achievers yung pinapakita na nagsspeech. Tapos yun. I got chills. During the final interview, the branch manager asked me why should they hire me. At walang kagatol gatol ko sinabi ang nangyari sakin before the final interview that ... I think it's destiny.
Ngayon, second week ko palang pero nahihirapan nako. Anlaki kasi ng gastos ko tapos pagod pa. Anim kami sa batch pero pabawas kami ng pabawas habang tumatagal. Iniisip ko na nga lang sumasali lang ako ng org. Napaiyak narin pala ko ng trainer ko. HAHA :)) Pero yun nga. Ayoko maging quitter. Tsaka analaki ng pinagbago ko since ma-hire ako. Sobrang blessing sakin ng APPCO. Feeling ko lahat ng taong nami-meet ko everyday, may naiiwan sakin na aral. Everyday is meaningful. I get to learn something new. Di man ako yumaman agad, priceless naman kasi yung mga natututunan. Pag iniisip ko na magqquit ako, there is always something inside me na ayaw. Mas malakas yung drive na tuloy lang kahit di ko alam hanggang san dadalhin ang pera ko pang araw-araw. I felt din na lumakas lalo yung faith ko. ^^
Hindi ko alam kung anong mangyayari pero basta. Bahala na. bahala na si Lord. :)
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