Not like the movies.

So, what do I do with my life now? I dunno. Am I happy? Perhaps, yes? YES. Definitely. But somehow, I am confused. Someone is finally making me happy. But something is holding me back. I want this to be perfect. Special. He did things I wish to be treated.  He made me feel like a real lady. "Courted" at home, met his family, among others. I am happy being with him. He's funny and smart. I like him.

But I know it's just it. I am just happy with his company. There was no spark or magic. Not like the movies.