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Butterflies in stomach. Smile stuck on my face. Daydreaming. I never thought I could still be in cloud nine. Haha. The decision to go back to my old self really was a whirlwind turning point. I planned to hear mass and attend the recollection within our neighborhood with my cousin last Sunday. But that night, had some minor changes. My ultimate crush since HS who happened to be a close friend of mine, batchmate, ka-service and living one barrio away, invited me to have sundae last Sunday. I couldn't say no! It was a long time plan but never happened. Yeah. I ditched my cousin to go to mass with him. I still went to the recollection though. I just couldn't resist his charms so I went for the afternoon mass instead. Lol.

After two years, I finally went to confession! It was really relieving. It was also Father's Day that Sunday, I finally decided to be at peace with my tatay. Luckily at home, he was there. I rushed to him greeting him "Happy Father's Day Tatay, I love You!" just like the old times. I couldn't believe it. Like there's nothing happened between us. :) 

That day also, I had a promise treat with my Ninang and cousins. Unfortunately, Kuya Pao and Ninang were the only available. We tagged Lola P. Just had snacks in SM because I told them I was still to attend the mass at 5PM. Hehe. 

They say we're relatives. But I believe not so distant. I like this guy since third year high school! He had a girlfriend that time that's why I didn't interrupt. I didn't entertain suitors also that time. But I remember every simbang gabi, I go to the Parish instead in our chapel just to be with him. Haha. I also remember how he caresses my face or pinches my nose when he sees me. Grabeeee! Kilig! Hahahaha. But I don't know. He was just sweet? I know I told every one close to him that I really like him. His sister, that I am also really close. His friends. I just do not know if he was aware of how I feel for him. Up to this moment. Really.

So that afternoon, I texted him where will I meet him just to make sure everything is not bogus. Lol. Of course, same place in church. The mass was about to start when he told me he was there. No more seats. I didn't reserve one for him. Dyahe. Lol. After two years, I received communion. And I was with the guy I really like. I can't be more happier! =">

After the mass, the smile on my face was never erased. He still remembers that I punch whenever he teases me. But I didn't because he's too thin now. Hehe. His voice changed. Since Jollibee is just meters away from the church, we walked. And that was the start of me ready to burst in happiness! He's still sweet and touchy the way I wanted it. Haha. OMG! I really wanted to faint! HAHAHAHA.  He was trying to hold my hands but I couldn't give in because promise I will scream to my kakiligan! Hahaha. 

He's now a licensed ECE. Pogi parin. My Elbert. Hayayayayayay. God is super good! In an instant, I had my father back and this guy makes me inspired. I think I'll never gonna miss a Sunday mass again. Lol.